cold rainy nights…
raindrops
tears
start of another day….
if only…
how to heal an already broken, dying heart….
whats there to live for anymore?
dreamt of you last night…woke up afraid, sweating, turned over thinking that….
emptiness….
December 1, 2012
ddNovember 29, 2012
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came back from t2 earlier in the afternoon….
bumped into one of my neighbour and his wife & 5-yr old daughter walking out to their car….
the little girl came up to me and waved…’Hello Uncle Pilot’
‘We are going to Po-Po’s house now’
Haha…smiled and acknowledged her, urging her to better get back in to her daddy’s station wagon….
Before she got on, she turned around and asked, ‘Where is Jie-Jie and Bobby? I want to see her and Bobby.’
Felt that surge in emotion immediately….I just smiled back and said bye-bye to the family….
i didnt know what to feel going up the lift…….
showered Bobby yesterday too….
my own dog is ignoring me constantly these days…..
what a great way to end a year
November 28, 2012
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you know whats the saddest thing that can happen to u?
coming back every nite, expecting to see ur dog at the outside glass door, peeking in…
but the dog peeks at you, then tilts his head to see that someone who usually is behind walking up together…
not noticing her around, ur dog just turns and goes back to bed outside…ignoring you
i guess Bobby misses her too…all her extra ‘snacks’ at nite, cleaning his drinking water bowl..setting his bed properly…stroking his forehead amd just giving some good ole TLC…
i miss you too…说好的幸福哪儿？
we miss ur love….truly.
😔
November 26, 2012
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all i ever wanted was to make you happy…
contented with me, and love each other like a normal relationship…
nothing more…
why couldnt you see that from the start?
why….
was it really that difficult?
or did you just decided that you had enough fun with me, and just throw me aside like a ragged old towel?
November 22, 2012
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On My Way To HeavenYou always laugh when I cryI’m always looking to tomorrowAs you mourn the days gone byYou always tread on my toesBut my guiding hand of loveIs helping everywhere you goI’m always WRONG you’re always RIGHTBut I can see right through the LIESTo the never changing lightRain on me, my arms are coldI want to get home but there’s water on the roadAnd if I do, you will not changeI’m just a singing satellite in an orbitthat is strangeI want to laugh, I want to smileGet your arms inside my headAnd stop me THINKING for a whileI’m just a fool hung on a stingBut since you put these thorns around my headYou know I am a king, a KINGA king of everything & nothingI’m on my way to heavenI’m always here, I’m in denialAnd when there’s nothing left between usI will stay another whileYou know you’re free, you’ve got your wingsAnd I am just another angelWith a voice who wants to singYeah, yeah, yeah, AlmightyI’m on my way to heavenYeah, yeah, yeahI’m on my way to HEAVENI want to cry, I want to stealA little ray of perfect sunshineFrom the sun above the hillI want to laugh, I want to smileGet your arms inside my headAnd stop me THINKING for a whileI’m just a fool hung on a stingBut since you put these thorns around my headYou know I am a king, a KINGA king of everything & nothingI’m on my way to heavenimywherever u are…❤🌙
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