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  • Dead Tired

     

    JUST got home from sim training

     

     

     

    another session tml late afternoon till late nite

     

     

     

    then another on fri nite

     

     

    basecheck in 8 days time

     

     

     

    im dead tired and lost weight recently

    so many things on mind

     

     

     

    sigh

     

     

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    came back and went to his room to check on him

     

     

    he had removed his head bandage that my cousin so painstakingly wrapped for him earlier this evening

    but knowing my Grandpa is quite stubborn 

    lolz

     

    the small wound on his back of his head has dried up slightly

    small blood clot but hopefully nothing serious

    will bring him to the doctor on monday

     

    meanwhile,

    soft snoring can be heard as I gently touch his forehead 

    every nite i do that nowadays

     

    lets hope his feet gets less swollen in days to come with all the antiseptic cream that is applied daily

     

    he had used me this afternoon as his personal taxi

    to go collect his tong-kat (walking stick in malay) from my auntie's place in Simei

     

    proud as he always is..

    he has succumbed to the fact that his current leg condition requires him to walk with support

     

    and of cos constant coaxing by myself and my cousin

     

    waking up in awhile's time to wish him Happy Chinese New Year

    and for once

     

    i will give him a hongbao (red packet)

     

     

     

     

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    he fell down again just now

     

    its that damn slippery old carpet in his room that we have all been procrastinating to throw out

     

    it finally gave way

     

     

    huge swollen right cheek, bleeding wound behind his head

     

    i went in, tore that carpet out and threw it out of the house

     

    vacuumed 

    mopped

    cleaned up his room before tomorrow's Chinese New Year 10th Feb

     

     

    SHOULD have done this a long, long time ago

     

    will check on him later

    he looked a bit disorientated as my cousin was putting the head bandage around

     

     

     

     

    but we all had a great reunion dinner earlier upstairs on the loft

    windy and good homecooked food

     

     

     

    and now

    its back to the manuals and revising for sims tml and Monday.....

     

     

     

    sigh

     

     

  • Language

     

    we all come from diff walks of life

     

    but we all speak the same 

     

    Language

     

     

     

    that's Music

     

     

    Have a great Chinese New Year 2013

     

     

     

     

    9 more days 

     

    stressed

     

     

  • Friday Outing

     

    he seemed much happier today

     

    fever subsided after 2 days, but the swelling still remains

     

    movement limited

     

     

    but we decided it was about time to have a haircut together

     

     

    drove out to Eunos and settled in Grandpa's favourite Indian barber shop

     

     

    it was my first haircut in an Indian barber shop....and it was GOOD!

     

     

    we had congee at the nearby market afterwards

     

     

     

    his right hand on my left shoulder all the time...walking slowly together

     

     

    a day spent with my last remaining grandparent

    brought happiness to both of grandfather & grandson

     

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    am glad he's all better for the imminent Chinese New Year festivities

     

     

     

    me, on the other hand, well.....

    3 more sims before basecheck on the 18th

     

     

    edging closer 

     

     

    lets do this!

     

     

     

  • Waiting Moments....

     

     

     

    fever now

     

    gave him a painkiller for his swelling

     

     

     

    advised my folks not to send him to the E-ward just yet

     

    always a tendency their bodies will deteriorate further in the hospitals

     

     

    spending more time at home with him nowadays

     

    wanted to bring him for a haircut this week

     

     

    might have to postpone it till his swollen leg gets better

    and the fever subsides

     

     

     

    praying 

     

     

     

     

  • Wait Forever

     

     

    cancer

     

     

    stepped out of the house

    cried on the way down

     

     

     

    days to come

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • Circles & Miss You Paradise (Accoustic)

     

    still one of THE best female vocalist for trance....or any genre for that matter

     

     

    had the rare chance to actually see her in person on New Yr's Eve at Zouk, as she was being ushered from the back member's door

     

     

    simply beauty, both in person and vocals

     

    Emma Hewitt

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • Wayfarer......

     

    awesome tune that has been getting me thru the days....

     

    Gareth Emery & MyonShane54 have both remixed this wickedly in their individual podcast sessions...

     

     

     

    7 more FFS to go before basecheck...

     

     

     

    and some Subway sandwiches to go along each session

     

     

    pleased

     

    enjoy

     

     

     

     

     

     

    * international departures *

     

     

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    another 24 days of stress and flying before base check

     

     

     

     

    i need a breather after base check next month...

     

     

    maybe chill somewhere outta sillypore for a few days

     

     

     

     

    give me some inner strength please

     

     

    bummed